A white heron stands fishing near the shore
the geese in the pond across the green swim
and shake the rain from their feathers
five small white birds fly above the heron’s pond
occasionally diving in to catch aquatic creatures
A roll of thunder
and the geese honk and hop out of their pond to sit on the green grass
sheets give way to drops
the sizzle hiss becomes staccato beats
The veil lifts incrementally and distant trees reemerge
in the grass a frog sings low
I sit on the porch and read about a young trans girl
fighting to exist in North Carolina
July 18, 2021
A scalded tongue
fields and wind break trees
A landscape of repetition
you reveal yourself in layers
July 20, 2021
Sitting in the silence of night
a yellow moon
the cat’s water fountain in the kitchen
Straining my ears for crickets,
other insects of the summer night
but only silence
It could be winter
but for the open window
August 7, 2021
Reading a book in the morning
Observing the rotation of the earth
as sunlight spreading
across the page
August 24, 2021
Warmth. Mellow depth appreciation. Smoothness of voice.
Third shift small town rave-up.
Cleaning an apartment bathroom, sun pouring through window.
Mexico is imminent.
Jazz chords and beats. Internal summer dance parties.
Recycled from an early millennium crushed out mix-tape.
Ascending drama. A cavern. Night.
Golden slink opulence. A queen rather than lizard king.
Head nods. The nineties dream spanning decades.
Ecstatic pop. A smear of sound.
New and old anthems.
September 19, 2021
dark trees silhouette
against night sky
An Unkindness of Ghosts – Rivers Solomon Best Show Ever – Alyssa Giannini, editor The Star Fish – Martha Grover Grapefruit – Yoko Ono Phases of the Moon 5 and 6 – Stacey-Marie Piotrowski The Heart of the Universe – Mu Soeng When I Arrived at the Castle – Emily Carroll All-Star Superman – Grant Morrison and Frank Quitely Monk – Youssef Daoudi The Beginning Place – Ursula K. Le Guin Awesome Things #3 and Caboose #13 – Liz Mason How to Survive the Portland Winter and Somnambulist #26 – Martha Grover Sir, Is This Love? – Liz Yerby is stronger than death – Sharon McKellar Ker-Bloom! 149, 150, and 151 – Artnoose Cat Party #6 – Katie Haegele, editor Xerography Debt 50 – David Breier, editor Planet on Fire: A Manifesto for the Age of Environmental Breakdown -Mathew Lawrence and Laurie Laybourn-Langton Pieces 11, 14, 15 – Nichole Baiel Wake: The Hidden History of Women-led Slave Revolts – Rebecca Hall The Magic Fish – Trung Le Nguyen Leeking Ink 33, 34, 35 – Davida Breier We Do This Til We Free Us – Mariame Kaba Wanderer 7 – Alyssa Giannini The Thread 15 – Rachel Lee Carman
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Ten mourning doves arrayed on tree branches and the cables connecting our house to the pole in the alley. Heads buried in puffed feather bodies against the cold. Backgrounded by gray sky and white snow roofs.
Febrary 21, 2021
1 am. Longing for an open window and the sound of speeding motorcycles on the highway.
Wanderer 6 – Alyssa Giannini Merch Table Funnies – Shana Cleveland King Cat 80 – John Porcellino No Scene Zine 3 Paying the Land – Joe Sacco Behind the Zines 11 – Billy McCall, ed Tumultuous Times 1 and 2; Eureka! – EC Staniforth A Conspiracy of Cartographers 2 – Eric J. I Am A Camera 19 and 20 – Vanessa Berry Glass Town – Isabel Greenberg Is This How You See Me? – Jaime Hernandez Seasonal Shift – Lala Albert XTC69 – Jessica Campbell Finding Meaning: The Sixth Stage of Grief – David Kessler China Root: Taoism, Ch’an, and Original Zen – David Hinton Lines and Scenes – Harry Josephine Giles The Golden Key – Marian Womack The Mushroom at the End of the World – Anna Lowenhaupt Tsing Dayglo: The Poly Styrene Story – Celeste Bell and Zoe Howe Kerbloom 99, 112, and 145 – Artnoose
Appalachian Spring Style Wars – Tony Silver Orphan Black Sanshiro Sugata 1 and 2 – Akira Kurosawa Fantastic Mr. Fox – Wes Anderson Forbidden Room – Guy Maddin Vendetta of a Samurai – Kazuo Mori When I Get Home – Solange Solo Russian Doll Raising Arizona – Coen Brothers Samurai 1 Musashi Miyamoto – Hiroshi Inagaki Beautiful Darling – James Rasin Painters Painting – Emile de Antonio Chicago Red Stars Soul!
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watching Root Hog or Die, A Film About John Porcellino and King-Cat Comix Lunch On Star Trek Enterprise RuPaul’s Drag Race All Stars The Princess Bride At Home With Amy Sedaris Star Trek Picard Willow Star Trek Discovery Ugly Delicious Brainiac: Transmissions After Zero The Muppet Movie Drag Race Canada Cooked The Mandalorian The Addams Family Inside Llewyn Davis Carnival of Souls Jane B – Agnes Varda Monty Python and the Holy Grail Cleopatra Jones Ornette Coleman Made in America – Shirley Clarke Guerillere Talks – Vivienne Dick Imagine the Sound – Ron Mann Grey Gardens – Maysles The Ballad of genesis and Lady Jaye – Night Journey – Marie Losier Born in Flames – Lizzie Borden The Eagle Shooting Heroes – Jeffrey Lau Gate of Hell – Teinosuke Kinugasa The Last Angel of History – John Akomfrah and Edward George The Changing Same – Cauleen Smith
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